it's a long story

I remember when we had a snow storm, and classes were canceled for nearly a week. Zeb stayed over...

Fri, 24 May 2013 03:10:00 -0400

I remember when we had a snow storm, and classes were canceled for nearly a week. Zeb stayed over the whole time and made sure we had a good source of alcohol and ganja constantly in stock. One morning, we all woke up in desperate need of McDonald’s, so we braved the storm and went for a ride in Zeb’s beat up car. The back was piled high with random odds and ends — a board game, Army surplus junk, knives, towels, blankets, clothes, and Army boots. I sat on a pile of junk with my feet resting on Nadine, and I remember feeling like I was in a boat, drifting off to Never Never Land.

I remember giggling within Nadine’s eyes as I inhaled, and nearly dropping the joint as Zeb detoured when we crept up on a cop. A pinching shiver of anxiety fluttered about the cage of my heart, and as it came to be my turn again, I learned my first breath of air of no care nor worry with my lips pressed softly against the well wrapped keeper of secrets. I remember how he swerved away from the clutches of danger with such common ease … common, because it was to him. The simplest and yet most intoxicating things always seem most common to Zeb.

I remember feeling like it was 1993. I remember thinking “this is the life I choose. This is the one I want.”

I remember feeling the way I’d always imagined I would, the way I dreamt of feeling as a teenager when I was 9 or 10 years old.

I remember dreaming, wondering, hoping and wishing … I remember longing for this, for the beauty of this moment.

And I was close enough that day, if only for a moment … close enough to slip the tips of my fingers along the gates … the gates to Never Never Land.

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Fri, 24 May 2013 01:27:22 -0400

“Bad is not good and good is not bad. Bad and good go together. You have to accept one to...

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:59:00 -0400

“Bad is not good and good is not bad. Bad and good go together. You have to accept one to understand the other. You’ve got to accept yourself as God. You’ve got to realize you’re just the devil just as much as you’re God; that you’re everything and you’re nothing at all.”

- Charles Manson

biggest turn-ons and turn-offs?

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:36:00 -0400

turn-ons:

girls who bite their lips, eyes that stare into your soul with warm intentions, writers, neck kisses, and i’m guilty of finding smokers really fucking sexy … but not chain smokers. honestly, i’d prefer someone who smokes ganja. but a hottie with a cig balancing behind her ear?? unf

turn-offs:

bad teeth (little gaps can be cute, hell, i have my own which i personally am quite fond of .. but if your teeth are so yellow they’re nearly green .. no, sorry), dirty nails, lack of passion, lack of appreciation for art, arrogance, lack of ability to take the initiative (i mean, i don’t want to have to do everything. i don’t mind being a little dominant, but i shouldn’t have to be the lead of everything… i’m shy myself, you know), etc.

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Thu, 23 May 2013 23:30:34 -0400

vvierd: true embarrassment lies within your first email address

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:00:54 -0400

vvierd:

true embarrassment lies within your first email address

In response to your post about past anonymous hate mail about being a wannabe. Why do we have to be bi, gay, straight, lesbian, trans, etc.? Why can't we just "be"?

Thu, 23 May 2013 22:33:51 -0400

I’m probably the strongest advocate of that question, honestly. I’d love very much to just be .. in all senses, not just sexuality. Unfortunately, that seems increasingly less and less possible as more problems arise.

urksies: cosmopanther: I think the real question is why should a girl shave, preen and diet...

Thu, 23 May 2013 22:30:41 -0400

urksies:

cosmopanther:

I think the real question is why should a girl shave, preen and diet herself into oblivion for a guy in sweatpants and a t shirt who hasn’t trimmed his pubes in 3 years

PREACH

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Thu, 23 May 2013 22:01:24 -0400

vuittonv: Collector’s items.

Thu, 23 May 2013 21:30:33 -0400

vuittonv:

Collector’s items.

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Thu, 23 May 2013 21:01:37 -0400

I remember when I used to receive anonymous “hate” from people telling me I’m a...

Thu, 23 May 2013 20:52:49 -0400

I remember when I used to receive anonymous “hate” from people telling me I’m a “wannabe lesbian” because I reblog “more guys than girls.”

Right, so, there are loads of straight girls who reblog ONLY hot girls, and nothing else, and nobody questions that …

thepensivebrony: “you shouldn’t be depressed, people have it worse than you” finally, after years...

Thu, 23 May 2013 20:30:34 -0400

thepensivebrony:

“you shouldn’t be depressed, people have it worse than you”

finally, after years of searching, the person with the worst life ever is found. formally, they are granted permission to be sad. but only them. only they have earned it. no sads for anyone else at all ever

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Thu, 23 May 2013 20:02:17 -0400

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Thu, 23 May 2013 19:31:16 -0400

shutupaubrey: lowrainethedurg: shutupaubrey: i completely lost my voice well you know what they...

Thu, 23 May 2013 19:01:58 -0400

shutupaubrey:

lowrainethedurg:

shutupaubrey:

i completely lost my voice

well you know what they always said… shut up aubrey

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Thu, 23 May 2013 18:30:50 -0400

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Thu, 23 May 2013 18:02:32 -0400

whiskey-memories: bras are so expensive like i didn’t choose the boob life the boob life chose me

Thu, 23 May 2013 17:30:52 -0400

whiskey-memories:

bras are so expensive like i didn’t choose the boob life the boob life chose me

"Let them miss you. Sometimes when you’re always available, they take you for granted because they..."

Thu, 23 May 2013 17:01:45 -0400

““Let them miss you. Sometimes when you’re always available, they take you for granted because they think you’ll always stay.””

- Anonymous (via faery-nymph)